Thu 1 Jan 2009
Like my dear friend b., I avoid New Year’s resolutions. Unless forced to, I rarely attempt something unless I know I will be good at at. In actually admitting that just now, I realize that means I am operating from a place of fear, from a perspective of scarcity rather than of abundance.
But a recent post at Segullah about playing big turned me on to this quote (which, I believe, is actually by Marianne Williamson) and I’ve been mulling it over:
“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won’t feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It’s not just in some of us; it’s in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”
Today I am considering one thing I can change in the way I live my life that will give me the courage to shine. At the moment I think it has something to do with having the courage to ask God (and really mean it) each morning what he wants me to do with that day (instead of asking for help to do what I want to do with it) and seeking the courage to actually do it.
And on those days when I feel too used up or I get too busy and I forget, I will just remind myself to try again tomorrow by remembering this:
“Courage doesn’t always roar. Sometimes courage is the little voice at the end of the day that says I’ll try again tomorrow.” ~Mary Anne Radmacher
Without feeling pressure to make a resolution, what is one thing you would change to help you shine even a little brighter?
January 1st, 2009 at 11:05 am
I read a recent post where the author picked a word for the year….I’ve been thinking and thinking about it.
The word I keep coming up with, is: Listen
After reading this post (and I really love it and I love the quotes-both are favorites!), I think will stick with it.
Listen
You’re pretty wonderful, you know that?
January 1st, 2009 at 11:43 am
[...] Hopefully, if I “connect” more, it will be one thing that will help me shine a little brighter. [...]
January 1st, 2009 at 1:12 pm
The one thing I would choose is embracing where I am right now. I’m always looking ahead to when I will be able to….. (fill in the blank). I think I’m missing out on the joy of my situation right now–so that would be it. Enjoy now for what it is.
January 1st, 2009 at 2:03 pm
Worry less. I think that would change a lot for me.
And I love both of those quotes. Awesome.
January 1st, 2009 at 6:57 pm
My one word….Patience. I suck at it.
January 1st, 2009 at 9:07 pm
I like what b. said in her blog about love. That has got to be my number one needed change this year. Unconditional love.
January 1st, 2009 at 9:28 pm
my word would be enjoy
i want to enjoy every minute i have with my boy while he’s still little and still my only baby. i want to ingrain every second of it in my mind, even the frustrating ones!
January 1st, 2009 at 11:34 pm
I would act more relaxed around my friends, not so nervous…after I get together with friends I always think, “Man, I was such a downer just now. Why can’t I be happy and spread sunshine or whatever?” That’s what I’m working on.
January 4th, 2009 at 7:47 pm
Just one thing?! I don’t know if I can pick just one. I need to make so many changes!
I’m going with prayer. I need to do more of it.
January 4th, 2009 at 7:49 pm
I did want to say, too, that I love this post and the quotes. I don’t have a lot of courage. I am trying to have more (I went skiing for the first time) and go with the flow. Courage/confidence–it takes work, but is worth it.